[CC] 3 panics

[Alan Sondheim]

3 panics

http://www.asondheim.org/clooth.mp4
http://www.asondheim.org/thralls.mov
http://www.asondheim.org/jamaicasubway.mov

most likely the end of the poser breakdown programs
i don't want to do any more of these
i don't want any more sexual backgrounds
there's something better on the way
  but last night i had another panic attack
i thought i was dying
i thought it was all over for me
it felt like a heart attack
what i imagine a heart attack feels like
the tingling, everything, every little symptom
i lay in bed and trembled
stress was killing me and i worried about azure
i don't want to do any more of these
there's something better on the way